i'm so dumb

Ask me anything   that, above, is something i've done to myself. this is my new tumblr. this is where i need to vent. because i want to escape this hell hole. i've run away. i've esacped my problems for now. now i just need to fight the urge to kill myself. i need to move on and get over my ex because he doesn't love me. probably never did. i need to get my life back in order.

EDIT: things are a little better. and things have definitely changed drastically. depression? still there. ED? slowly getting to me. i'm six weeks (as of 9/19/12) clean of no cutting.


assachusetts:

  • Kissing is cool
  • Making out is cool
  • Holding hands is cool
  • Sleeping with someone you care about is cool
  • Cuddling is cool
  • You’re cool
  • Let’s do these cool things together

(via benderb0t)

— 14 hours ago with 106493 notes

jennyyoxoxo:

i dont think my parents ever dreamed their kid was growing up to be a depressed sarcastic asshole thats addicted to the internet and has more internet friends than real ones

(Source: secret-paranoia, via seemssofaraway)

— 3 days ago with 170085 notes

I wonder if I ever caught someones attention. Even if I was just walking among the crowd, I wonder if they wanted to get to know me or anything like that.

(Source: dangnikki, via the-banana-paradox)

— 4 days ago with 476785 notes
Who are you now?

bleedingmoons:

I tried my best for you for so long
I gave you all my heart
But I don’t see where I went wrong
Eventually we just tore apart 

Is it that I wasn’t the girl of your dreams?
Your damsel in distress?
Or is this one of your schemes?
Because now I feel as if I’m acquiesce.


 

(via topgunphantom)

— 5 days ago with 2 notes
fuckyeahtattoos:

Oddity Tattoo Studio & Gallery, done by Vince Carriero. Love my artist; sweet guy who is really passionate about what he does, and works at a fantastic studio in Sarasota, Florida. Got the tattoo of a loggerhead sea turtle with a tribal design because I am majoring in aquaculture in college but also because of my passion for the ocean and sea turtles in general.

fuckyeahtattoos:

Oddity Tattoo Studio & Gallery, done by Vince Carriero. Love my artist; sweet guy who is really passionate about what he does, and works at a fantastic studio in Sarasota, Florida. Got the tattoo of a loggerhead sea turtle with a tribal design because I am majoring in aquaculture in college but also because of my passion for the ocean and sea turtles in general.

— 6 days ago with 764 notes